you might think i'm happy ; Sunday, September 05, 2004



fri:reached sch quite late 2dae..he was alreadi in class..den the dae went by ok.i went bac 2 class aft recess den help him refill water oso..den he v tian zhen de sae..wah..you shui he zhen gao xing..haha..den the dae went by wif his joke..den aft sch he went 2 ncc mtg..den cum bac at ard 1den he bcum v bad mood..tink iz his ncc 2 bz bah..c him so stressed up i oso bo bian..i juz bo chup him..dunwan chao him..bt he ignore us bt he was so passionate 2 her..he sit in front of her den dae bcum so sweet 2gether..den wif us so bad mood..hate it when he's lidat man..haiz..bo bian
sat:went bac 2 sch 2 do duty cos its open hse..nt much pri 6 ppl go..of cos loe dis sch so lan..so strict 1..den aft dat go eat at da canteen..den eat n buy drink den suddenly gt sum1 hit mi on the back..den i kinda shocked..i turned ard n saw dat it was him ...he was happie.smilin..unlike ytd..dat's the him i like..the him wifout her by his side..the him who was happie n nt moody..i miss the old him...den he hit mi le den go make hair dne i oso go off le..i tried lookin ard 4 him bt cnnt find so nvm..den when i went hm i decided 2 haf a new nick..so i tink n tink n made dis nick
it was aft i saw u dat i knew hw much i missed u....

haizz..
sun:finally iz sun..slp til 9plus den saw his msg 1st ting in da morn..it's cyndi's bdae 2 dae..cyndi reminds mi of tings..haiz'
bt i din reply..i dunwan ani contact wif him2dae...i dunwana haf much contact wif him..i will miss him even more...i tot i wun c him ytd bt i stil saw him..haiz..his ger wil b goin 2 camp 4 the nxt 3 daes..so i guess i wun c much of him since he oni wans 2 go out wif us oni when she iz there mah..i duno if i will miss him or will he jus fade in2 memory..i wana 4get him bt i miss him..haizz...dis feelin sucks man..


but i'm not going to be ok ; 1:29 AM

welcome to my life [simple plan] Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

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