you might think i'm happy ; Saturday, August 21, 2004



wah..ne den i noe dat its been 2 months since i blog..the last post waz 21june n which iz oso the dae he gt 2gether wif her..such a bad coincidence..y make mi rmb lo..2dae iz their 2nd month anni n i m sure dae r havin great fun...he asked mi 4 ideas n i gt a idea 4 him..a great 1...hearts tingy...she sure lurve it 1..he's so close wif her...haiz....my chances r gone le lah..i shud hab cherished it bah..bt since its over..oso no choice..the other dae i saw 2 lurve bites on the 2 of them...waz feelin ok loe...bt when i toked wif other ppl n tink bout it..i waz a lil sad....guess the past cnnt b forgotten bah..he even asked mi if the lurve bite waz obvious..diaozz....y muz he make mi feel his happiness.does he wana make mi cry..haiz..tings can nv b the same bt we r gd frds nw..we go out 1 on 1 bt so wat..it's nt gona brin bac the past..i m so sorrie 4 wad i hab done n i wan the past 2 cum bac bt its IMPOSSIBLE....so.....4get it..since he's happie..i oso ok le bah...i noe mani tings in their relationship coz he kps tellin mi....omg...i hate it.. reminds mi of cyndi's song..tang guan zhi...
ni kuai le jiu hao
wei se me yao wo gan jue dao
wo tu rang wen dao si si de xuan yao
wo shi zong mei you yong qi mian dui ni de xiao
dang wo xiang tao que tao bu liao

haizz...hate it


but i'm not going to be ok ; 7:26 AM

welcome to my life [simple plan] Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

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