you might think i'm happy ; Thursday, April 29, 2004
haizzz..though tings betar le bt no more closeness felt..he doesnt sms mi..used 2 b wtg 4 his sms everitime at ard 7.45 n when no sms feel beri strange bt nw i guess i m used 2 it..reali hate myself 4 da tings i hav done..went wif him 2 c cyndi d other dae..juz mi n him n aft dat we go walk ard den go c cyndi aGAIN dne go hm..haizz..he gave mi a cyndi poster..sumore memories le..haizz..hate muiself..y muz i do da tings i do loe..life sux..hope it gets much much betar wif him or find sum1 new le..haizz.my life's always filled wif ppl 2 cheer mi up all dis...jh..mh..sy n nw him loe..haizz..bt i blew it..reali hate myself..all i can do iz cry cry n cry le bah
but i'm not going to be ok ; 1:01 AM
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