you might think i'm happy ; Friday, March 12, 2004



sian sia...v v fast 1 wk liao...gt a so mani tests all sure fail 1 lor...2dae go watch accia...its 1 of da worst horror films i have watched...this wk as usual tink bout lotsa tings loe...gt a story 2 tel...
the story iz about a ger hu iz lost in lurve paradise...
fr the 1st dae da ger enter the school...durin orientation...dis guy named A sat next 2 her...she tot he waz kinda gangster like and din reali care bout the guy...den aft juz a few daes in sch...rumours bout da 2 of them spread n dae started avoidin each other n the guy din reali dare tok 2 her coz he scared gt more rumours bout them...but rumours do past n aft wks...there were no longer rumours bout them n bout him n sum1 else liao...the ger din tink much bout dis guy coz in sec 1...the guys n gers were kinda separated n no 1 reali cared bout each other.
in sec 2, tings changed...sum guys n gers mixed real well n rumours flew about bout another guy B and the ger...Mani ppl asked her if she liked B bt she denied coz the ger tot of him as a buddy hu could cheer her up n make her smile...though sumties the ger felt luved by him bt feelings juz passed off...rumours spread 4 da hole yr n when the ger could not take it animore she juz smsed the guy n said she didnt like him...n the guy oso felt so...Besides B there waz C...a guy hu was in lurve wif another ger but did nt even dare to tok 2 her...C started smsin the ger since sec 1...n treated her as a buddy n dae tok bout all tings under the sun bt the guy waz v flirt...when he got another cuter ger 2 sms he started smsin her n did nt reali sms her le...the cuter ger told the guy lotsa tings n even hu she liked n stuff bt she did nt tel her best frd the ger at all coz she tot the ger liked B 2...thus dae drifted apart...sumtimes bcoz of these,the ger wud sit there tinkin n C juz sat nxt 2 the ger quietly n sat there quietly juz kpin her company n tried to cheer her up...the ger waz relieved aft streamin coz B went to another class n A and C got into the same class as her...She did not care bout C coz he waz too flirt...
As for A,their frsship grew...since ard june in sec 2,the guy smsed the ger everi single dae...n the ger started changin her opinion bout him n found dat he waz actualli a v nice guy...n she found him beri cute coz he waz awkward in da beginnin of this smses..he wud use tings like hi...nice dae rite.... n he waz normali humourous in his smses except when he waz sad...in his smses he wud sigh n sob n xpress his sadness...n as daes goes by dae became gd frds n mani ppl couldnt believe dat dae wud actualli b such gd frdsas he oni smsed her among their grps of frds....n when the guy did nt sms her the ger did feel strange too...he waz super gd to the ger...he lent the ger anitin she wan n helped her when he can...when the ger wanted the signature of lee hom,he helped her queue in the rain for 5 hours n got da signature for her...mani ppl could nt believe dat he wud actuali do so...bt the guy did make the ger cry too...he quarreled wif her 1 time...n he blew up at her for no reason...n he oni apologized once...the ger knew it waz coz he waz chauvanist n forgave him...n at the end of the yr..she hears the lurve story of A...he went out wif a ger hu confessed her lurve 2 him..bt aft goin out 4 a wk,the ger initiated the broke up...she waz the 1 hu confessed her lurve bt she oso broke his heart aft a oni a wk...the guy waz sad,he calle dhis frds 2 ask wat he could do to win a ger's heart back,he cried,bt he appeared normal in class n thus no 1 knew bout it except his guy frds..it wazda ger hu broke his heart dat told ppl the story...he waz romantic,he wrote luv letters,gave her gift on their 1 n oni date n he held her hands n he paid for everitin...mani ppl tot dat ger waz fortunate coz everi1 knew she waz probably goin 2 b his 1 n oni gf in schlife..the guy waz reali handsumn had a gd heart bt he did not confess his lurve to ani1 n waited for ppl 2 express it 1st...the ger felt the guy waz gd bt he did nt open up enuff...he did nt mention bout da breakup at all...the ger do feel dat he does lurve her bt she iz nt sure n thus prays dat she wil noe the answers soon...she iz nw juz lost in lurve paradise...

but i'm not going to be ok ; 4:55 AM

welcome to my life [simple plan] Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

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